Missing You !! / Mom I drove down Hwy WW today only because I had to. I try to picture you that morning, what happened. I see that tree and know it changed my life forever. Somehow we will be stronger in the end. I started working in the cafeteria yesterday at Wentzville High School. I look at all the kids and wonder who knew you. I thought it would be too hard seeing all the teenagers but somehow I find peace in it. I see you cutting up in the lunch line with your friends, all laughing at something silly you just said or did. If someone goes to Wentzville Holt High School, say hello to me.
i miss u everyday even more!!!!!! / Lindsey Woldanski (girlfriend)
so i just can't sit here everyday and wonder what it would be like now with u here everyday i go on without u i think it just gets harder people say it takes time to heal but it is just getting worse.... and i try to go on and not let people know how i am feeling but it is very hard... i just can't stop thinking about that night and the things you said to me before u left.... and not know what u were doing or where u were going makes it even harder nobody can answer our questions.... its also hard 2 just go on everyday and see our best freinds trying to have a good time but u know they have some guilt in them especially joey i can just see the pain in his eyes everyday when i look at him!!! We try so hard to go on and think about how much fun we had with u and u know last summer was the best summer i have ever had sneaking out going to the beach at like 3 in the morning and hiding under the water when a car would come or what about going to the skate park and teaching me how to do a pop shovet yeah i remember that i won't let any 1 else help me b/c i want to do it the way u taught me.... i just miss u so much and i wish i knew the answers and why things have 2 be like this i love u please give me some signs and let me know u are ok i love u....
Missing you / Destiny Dolan (Friend) Jordan, theres never a second that passes me by without you on my mind.
I have stuff from the crash site and I look at it and just take a minute to think,think about all the wonderful and good times we shared. You meant alot to alot of people out there.You changed people and made them laugh and just have fun in life.
I sit and talk to you alot, I wonder if you ever listen and I hope you do. I know you probaly do becuase you were like a brother and I know you considered us family because it's been years.
I remember when we met in the apartments, theres actaully a time I think about alot which is kind of funny. You had got mad at sean when we were all little and sean went home and me and you just stayed there and hung out for a while.
I have to ask one question, why did you leave us like this? Like your mom said I know you didn't mean to harm yourself of anyone else, but we miss you and are very heartbroken without you here with us.
YOu were so special to me I loved you so much.
You were the last person I would ever think this to happen to. I remember when Sean called me and told me, I didn't want to believe it at all! I cried for hours and hours and my heart hurt soo bad. I was in pain just thinking about it. I still hurt, I will never be the same without you here. I know you're in such a better place...but I just wish you were back here with us. I wish I could just see your wonderful face and smile, I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you how I feel.
I'm upset because I was never able to see you and tell you how i felt or hug you for the last time.
I miss you and my love will go on forever. You remain in my heart and that will never change.
You were like a brother to me!
R.I.P Jordan Patrick Held
My daily vist / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee ) Jordan (Our Angel), I just wanted to let you know that Uncle Joe has not visted your site, he says because he doesn't need to write to you or light a candle for you because every moment he carries you and the memories of you in his heart. He told me he lost his best friend. You know your Uncle Joe. He has this tough exterior, but inside he is just hurting terribly. You know how he felt about tattoo's. Well he got one, has a Cross shaded in red with the trible designs extending out from either side of the cross. Above the cross is your name also shaded in red and below the cross , on one side has your earth birthdate and on the other side your Angel birthdate. That was a major move for him. He said that way you would be with him forever. I had a necklace made for him for Christmas with a pic of him and you at our wedding when you were four. How cute you were. It say's "Best Buds" on the front, then "In Loving Memory of Jordan Held" on back with your dates and "Loved Always". He cherishes that necklace. He wears it whenever he goes somewhere. He said he had to hold back the tears when I gave it to him, because I gave it to him in front of everyone and you know Uncle Joe always has to play the strong type. Well, he's not fooling me! Your Mom, Grandma Sutton and I are getting together Thursday and scanning pics to your site, so your site will be even greater!! I'm slowly but surely learning how to build your site. There is so much I want to add. I want you to be proud of your site and know how much love has gone into it. Your Mom is starting a new job at the high school and I am worried about her working with kids of your age. Just going to be a daily reminder. Please help her to get through this. I know how hard it is. Every time I see someone of your age skateboarding I just break down. It's even hard to see someone around your age just walk by me. It's just a constant reminder that you are not here with us. I realize we can't turn back time and change things, but God only knows how much we all wish that you would have just gone home from Shady Oaks that night. There are so many unanswered questions, that we long to have an answer for, and probably never will. Why were you coming down WW when you could have just crossed the street right into Incline? Where were you coming from? Why and how did the accident happen? Did you suffer? We are just consumed with wanting to know the answers. Your Mom, Bill and I have so many guilt feelings over this. We keep saying "If only I was.....or I should have" but that won't bring you back to us either. I'm going to start going to church to hopefully find some answers and restore my faith. I need something to make me believe that I WILL see you again. You are so loved and missed by so many, I think you would be surprised. You left behind a lot of broken hearts. I pray that you are in another place, a better place, free of any pain, happy, watching over us and knowing how very missed you are. I hope you are there when it's my time. I love you Jordan and I ache for you every day. Be safe and come to us when you are able, if you can. Love Always! Aunt Dee
The need to talk to you is overwhelming / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee ) Jordan, Today has been a tough day. Not unlike most days, but tear filled and pit in stomach feeling day. I went to a gift shop and found a silver cut out heart with a heart hanging from the center that says "Your My Angel" and I'm going to put a pic of you and I on your tree with the pendent. It will stay there forever. I cried in the gift shop when I found the pendent. So much reminds me of you. Someone your age skateboarding really sets me off. Or just seeing someone of your age walk by. I'm always wishing it was you. I talked with your mom today and she is just devastated without you. I know how hurt and pain filled I am and it is so hard for me to imagine how your mom feels. It just breaks my heart that my baby sister lost her baby. I don't think we really know how to go on without you. We are basically just moving thru the motions day by day. They say it gets easier as time goes by but as of yet it hasn't happened. It actually seems more difficult. I remember the moment I found out about what happened. That will be forever burned in my soul. I just lost a huge part of me the day you left. Your mom, grandma and I are going to add pics to your site on Thursday, fill in your timeline and you will have the best site ever for the best guy ever! I told your mom today that I'm mad because I don't think that you knew what you would do to everyone you left behind when you chose to drink and drive. When you took that fatal chance. I think if you knew maybe, I hope, you would have made a better choice. I really, really hope that there is another place where we will meet again. If there is such a place, when I get there I won't let you out of my sight. You will probably want to send me back home. LOL I love you baby so very much and miss you more than I can even comprehend. Please watch over us, especially Kylie and Grant. I will talk to you again soon. I love you, love you, love you!! Aunt Dee
Missing You !! / MOM (Mother) It's so hard to believe that the last time I talked to you would have been the last forever. I do not understand why you would have decided to drink and drive that night. We talked to you so much about how dangerous that is and you totally agreed but you did it anyway. I know you didnt mean to hurt yourself or anyone else, but you did. I only pray that this accident helps to save someone else from making the same mistake. I will do all I can to educate kids. I know you would like that. You always were so willing to help others and I will carry that memory with me for the rest of my life.
Just missing you and thinking of you everyday! / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )Read >>
Just missing you and thinking of you everyday! / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )
Jordan, I've been gone for a few days. went to Oklahoma to visit Cousin Robbie and the kids. I got to watch a tape from the last summer at the lake with you tubing. I had to laugh at some of your wipeouts. They were great. But I also cried at the closeups and of you talking, but I am so grateful to have that tape to look at. I am going to try and add portions of the tape to your site so everyone can watch and remember. You still had that great grin even after your wipeouts. I miss that grin so much. Jordan, It is soooooo hard living without you. I really don't know how to do it. I don't know why you had to go. I just get so angry that you were taken. Our family is devastated. I think your mom and I are having the hardest time. If you can give us a sign that all is well with you, will you please try. We just need that confirmation so much. I just can't believe you are gone. I never will accept it. Things may get easier, but I will never accept your not being with us. I love you so much and the emptiness I feel everyday is overwhelming. Know that you are loved and missed beyond belief by many. I will write later, I Love you so. Aunt Dee Close
it just to bad / Sean Blanton (Friend)
hey i really didn't know you that well and i wish i could have but you was always funny when we did talk and joke around i wish we could have hung out more ofthen Close
Thinking of you EVERY day and MISSING you SOO!! / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )Read >>
Thinking of you EVERY day and MISSING you SOO!! / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )
Jordan, Good morining my love. Yesterday was a tough day for me as I'm sure it was for your Mom as well. The four month anniversary of your accident. The day you had to leave us, for something greater, I hope! I truly try to have belief that there is something else, another dimenson where our spirt rest after we pass, waiting for our loved ones to join us. It's hard for me. I'm the kind of person that needs to have some kind of solid proof to truly believe, but because we lost you I want to belive more than I ever have in my life. I was angry with you yesterday. Angry that you didn't go home that night. That you were reckless and left behind so many broken hearts and spirts. The days are just filled with sorrow and sadness over your passing. Quite a few people are visting your site and I see how much you meant to people and how much you were and still are loved. You left these people with shattered hearts, like pieces of fragile glasse broken into a thousand pieces. You know, you were my boy. You , I loved more than anything. It was a great love, a love that know one else could have given me. It's was a different love of course that I get from Kylie, or Uncle Joe or anyone else, but it was a HUGE love. You always made me feel special to you. You thought I was the BEST Aunt ever and I thank you for given me that. We really did have a special bond, you and I. One that can NEVER be replaced. What am I supposed to do without you? Without your hugs, our great and honest conversations, our laughter and so much else we shared? I know I need to be thankful for having that for the seventeen years that I did, but lord ornly knows I wanted it for a lifttime. I still carry these feeling in my heart and my mind, my memories. Forever there I hope they stay. I'm glad I write to you almost daily, for when my memory- starts to fade, as I get older, I have this to look at and remember. I'm so glad I created this site, as it gives me and others a place to go to talk to you, to pay our respects and to share our memories. I hope you can read them, see the love in them. I have a shrine in my house devoted to you.. Well it's not entirely completed yet, but when done, it's my Jordan's special place, full of mementos of you. Its' difficult to see these things at this point, but I know in time it will bring great comfort to have it, my memory wall of Jordan. When its' my time, I hope you are the one to come take my hand and take me home. If such a place exist. Your mother and I got together with a gentleman from Georgia named William Richarrdson, who is a retirded police Captian, that has started a foundation called "It won't happen to me" to teach teens and their parients the importance of safe driving, and what to do in certain situations to get yourself out of safely. They have a booklet that comes out yearly featuring teens who have succumed to this horrible nightmare of tragic proportions and you are going to be featured in the upcoming edition, which should be out soon. William may also speak at your benefit that we are holding in September in your memory. I think that you would be proud of what we are trying to accomplish since your passing. As I have stated before, I WILL NOT let your death have been in vain. I will make sure that your memory is burned into the brains of everyone who knew you like cattle branded for the herd they belong to. For you belong to our herd and it is a VERY large herd. Cousin Robbie is coming in today and I am taking him to your accident site. That is both a difficult and a peaceful thing. Hard to explain. Difficult, because this is the place where we lost you, but peaceful because this is the place the I feel your presence the most. If you can, while I am there today, can you try and give me a sign that all is well. I don't care what it is, but I will be looking for one. Just come to me. Just come to me and give me hope that there is more. I desperatly need to know. I won't rest until I do. Well baby, I love you to the moon and back (as I tell little Kylie) and am just filled up with you, the memory of you, the feel of your arms around me given me one of those great hugs, the love you had for me, your wonderful smile and every part of you, good and the not so good. I love it all and I miss it all so. So until later, please do your best to help us get thru this and whatch over Kylie and Grant as they need you more than most, so they can feel safe. Thank you for giving me, and teaching me everything you have. Loving you every second and missing you beyound words. Love Aunt Dee
hey it's been four months sence you went away. you left with out words nothing to say. ther are alot of peop;e still hurt and they will always hurt.but there is unfinshed business and i know you'll be back to do it. in my heart i know you could of made.but lets not get in to that me and brayden miss you. i think the last time i saw you i was still pregnant.but i left a picture of brayden on your tree and i got some flowers to plan up there to this spring. you know everytime my sister brought you around. you always had the bigest smile on your face and you were so kind to others and respectful.anyways your smile is what made me happy i could be in my worst mood and you made it go away you made my day better and all th pain go away. i herd taht when babies are sleeping and they smile that means angels are talking to them so when brayden sleeping and smileing i know your there and watching over us we miss you and will never forget you friend heather adn brayden
Just some cool news I wanted to share with you! / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )Read >>
Just some cool news I wanted to share with you! / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )
Jordan, I hope that u know I think of u every day, almost every second. I can't get u out of my mind. I don't want to. I hope that u are really somewhere where I wil be able to see u again. I pray that to be true. If you are, I hope that u are wrapped up in the warmth of your loved ones that went before u. People u didn't know, but still your family and would love you dearly. Your great-grandma Moore (my grandma), great-grandpa Moore, Uncle Leland and Aunt Ann. They were my saving grace when I was a child and took great care of me and gave me so much love and now hopefully they are doing the same for you along with grandpa Bill. I know if you are in this special place you are not alone. I hope if this place exist you are happy and at peace. I got an award in the mail yesterday for my poetry. I received the Editors Choice Award for 2007, from which 33 people are chosen out of thousands. It's pretty cool. It's my second one. The first was in 2004. My poem they loved was as follows: THE GIFT OF LOVE
Lazy summer symphony Drunk with the sweet smell of him Thousand dreams whisper of the gift To love for Enternity Shadowy figures minipulate my heart Waiting for a weak moment Convincing me to doubt The gift of Love Wicked tongues speak Their language I do not understand For I know Love is all around me For ENTERNITY
This poem is going to be published in a hard bound edition book. This will be about my sixth publication. They are also recorded in on cd called "The Sound of Poetry". Something to be proud of I think, don't you? I wish I could write like that all the time, but need inspiration. It's been hard to find that since you have been gone. Nothing really inspires me at this point. Just emptiness, lonliness and sorrow. I try so hard to live life the way I know u would want me to, but it's not easy for me. You know how very sensitivie and emotional I am. My mind and body are just not ready to be my "Old self". Maybe you could help me along with that? I think I'm going to go to chuch to try and find some answers and faith that u are in Heaven's Paradise. I keep waiting for you to come to me, but hasn't happend. Maybe I'm not deserving. But I will do ANYTHING to be able to feel your presence and know that u are not gone for good and are someplace safe, happy, loved and pain free. It would be a great gift to know this. I think I am filling up your website with all my letters to you but I just can't quit writing, as It's my way to talk to you, even though I hear nothing back, it's still helpful for me. I believe you have helped some people, through your passing to be careful, to think and not make the same mistake. I think you have probably saved lives, you have taught a great lesson. I have certainly learned so much since your passing. It really opened my eyes to what's important and what really doesn't matter. Thank you for giving me that. I love you so and miss you and liveing without u is so hard, but I have no choice, do I? Much love to you my Angel. Rest peacefully. Love forever, Aunt Dee. Close
Sorrow Filled Days / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )
September 17th 2006 A day that will haunt us forever God took you from us that day And filled our hearts with dread and terror
How do we begin to rebuild our lives Without your presence Our days are filled with sorrow All tears, sadness and depression
You meant so much to so many I believe that, you did not know Our love for you goes on forever Even without you here it just continues to grow
Please know that the day you made that fatal mistake Was the worst day of our lives But through it all, you have taught us much Your love, your smile, your kindness Will forever be our keepsake
You will never be forgotten The memory of you burned in our souls I look at the stars in the midnight skies And hope you are there as the stars glow
Please watch over us, and keep us safe Untill we can meet again For we all look forward to that day When we will get to see your wonderfull grin
We love you Jordan and miss you so We never wanted to let you go But God called you home for some reason We will search for the answer until the day we die God knew you were special and wanted you by HIS side But it was a sorrowful day when you took that ride
So until that time comes We will carry you in our hearts As we live our days without you We will never be far apart Close
Don't Know What to do without You / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )
Jordan, The computer has been down a few days and I haven't been able to write. It's been driving me crazy. When I can't get to you. I miss you and love you so much I just don't know what to do without you. You're Mom got you're death certificate the other day. That was a VERY difficult day for her. For all of us, but especially for her. Cause of death was listed as head trauma. Of course they used all those fancy words. So in essence I suppose it's better this way than how you could have ended up if you would have survived. I am having the hardest time moving on, or doing whatever it is I'm supposed to do. I think of you from the moment I wake till I go to bed. I have yet too dream about you, that I am waiting for. I would love to see you, if only in my dreams. My days are just filled with sadness and sorrow. I hope you know that you meant the world to me. NOTHING will ever be the same without you here. I just need you sooo much. I wish that we could turn back time and bring you back. I would NEVER let you out of my sight!! So many people have said that I'm just not the same person since you've left. I know that to be true. How am I supposed to act happy, laugh (even thought that does come at times) and live my life the way I did when you were a part of it. I can't wait to see you again, If that is indeed possible. My faith has surely been tested, and I'm not quite sure what to expect anymore. How can God take someone so good? How could he take our Jordy? You had so much left to give and so much left to teach people. Your kindness was outstanding and your love for people will always be remembered. Your smile is ingrained in my mind, etched there as if it were a piece of glass. I know that you thought you were invincable, that nothing could happen to you, you were to young. So many young people make that mistake and I hope and pray that people have learned this lesson from your death. I do not want your death to have been in vain. I promise you that till my last breath I will do everything to keep your memory alive and not let your death have been for not. Please forgive me for not seeing much of you the last severeal months you were here. I beat myself up over that every day. If I would have just seen him one more time!! God, how I miss you. I just can't fathom life without you in it. Uncle Joe suffers so. He does it silently. You know you're Uncle. He tries to just remember all the good times he had with you and he tries to make me believe that holds him through. I'm sure it helps but I know he is heartbroken. You WERE his son. He wanted so much to grow up with you and do the things with you that he does with his dad. Now he will never have that. At least he has the best memories a person could ask for. That's just not enough for me. Not now. Maybe someday, but not now. Please help us get through this. Your mom and I really need you to help to guide us through this journey of which we so desperatly do not want to be on. When you have the strength, or are able, please come to me, give me a sign, just so I know you are ok and I have hope that we will meet and I can hold you in my arms again someday. I love you baby. Probably more than I've ever loved other than Kylie, which of course I know you understand. She misses you too. When she sees me cry, she asks if I'm crying because of Jordan. Of course I say yes, but I will be fine. Will I be fine? I really don't know. Uncle Joe is afraid I'm going to go off the deep end. I think I teetering on the edge already. Please help bring me back from that place of lonliness and darkness. I'm tired of being sad all the time and not being able to live my life. I feel as though I'm cheating you in some way if I do that. God, I just need some answers. Wherever you are I hope that you are safe and happy and loved and know that you are remembered and loved dearly here on earth. Take care baby and please help us all thru this horrible nightmare. Much Love and kisses and hugs to you. Aunt Dee
This Song Is for You....It's says everything alot of people feel! I LOVE YOU JORDAN! MAY YOU RIP! / Destiny Dolan (Basically Sister )Read >>
This Song Is for You....It's says everything alot of people feel! I LOVE YOU JORDAN! MAY YOU RIP! / Destiny Dolan (Basically Sister )
Artist: Puff Daddy - Faith Evans - 112
Album: No Way Out
Song: I'll Be Missing You
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus:
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus
Somebody tell me why...
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day Close
Hi Jordan / Melanie Greenfield (friend)
Hows our lil' angel? I hope you had wonderful holidays in heaven!! The weather here is supposely gonna get warmer here. So u have fun skateboarding on those pretty clouds. Jordan u r so very much missed & very much loved. I am positive that you are well taken care of. Please watch over all of us. I love you, love MelClose
My Jordan (Just missing U) / Deborah Ladd (Aunt Dee )
Jordan, I was sitting here trying to download a photoshow with cool music on your site and finally gave up. I'll try again tomorrow. I want your site to be the BEST!! Hopefully, by the time I get through with it (which will be some time yet) it will be something you would be very proud of. I just want to make you proud. Lots of people have started visting the site and writing to you. If you get a chance read them and see how much you meant to everyone. I'm still waiting for that sign. I look for it everyday. I half expect to turn around and there you are and we just start talking. God, Jordan, I can't begin to describe how very much I miss you, love you, cry for you everyday and want you back. I know that's not going to happen, but if I can do whatever it takes to just keep your memory alilve and your spunky, silly attitude around, I'll do what it takes. I love you bunches and will chat with you soon. I know you're making alot of new Angel freinds up there and I hope your happy. Please just watch over us as we need you. Loving you always and forever, Aunt Dee Close
Never a dull moment / Robbie Gober Jr. (cousin)
Jordan was an awesome kid. I never got to hang out with him that much cause I unfortunately live 8 hours away, but all the times we did spend together were some of the best days I had ever had. I remember riding our bikes all around my moms house and riding to dairy queen and then getting mad because we had to ride back. It's hard to ride a bike uphill with ice cream in your hand. I also love our game..."Butt-Twister"... don't ask, it was our little moment of shear hilarity. There are many memories I have of him in just the short amount of time we knew each other. But I will say that even though we are cousins, I always looked at him, and will always see him as my little brother. I love you Jordan and i miss you. Hope you are having fun skating on those clouds buddy. Peace out homie!!!!! Love, Robbie Close
THIS IS A SONG FOR MY BOY JORDAN / SEAN DOLAN (BEST FRIEND )Read >>
THIS IS A SONG FOR MY BOY JORDAN / SEAN DOLAN (BEST FRIEND )
EVERYDAY WE WERE HOPIN AND WISHIN THAT SOMEDAY WE COULD SEE YOU THERE FISHIN
ON THE SIDE OF THAT LAKE WE WOULD SIT AND LISTEN OUR SOULS YOU TAKE WHEN YOU RAN AWAY
WE LOST OUR SENSE WISH WE WERE BETTER FRIENDS WE LET YOU SIT IN THAT CAR AND DRIVE AWAY YOU PAIN
YOU FOUND YOUR TREE AND THERE YOU STAYED TILL THE DAY WE REGRET WE LET YOU WALK AWAY
YOU'RE OUR BROTHER OUR ONE WE FORGAVE OUR ERNIE CORTEZ OUR HOMIE EVERYDAY
THE PAIN INSIDE YOU LEFT BEHIND IS A TWISTED WAY OF FATE BUT KEEP IN MIND
LDC IS WHAT YOU WERE PART OF EVERYTHING THEY GAVE YOU WAS NOTHIN BUT HARD LOVE
NOW WE SIT HERE LIKE A BUNCH OF CHARRED DOVES WONDERIN EVERYDAY WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT WENT WRONG
NO USE LYING CRYING OR RUNNING CUZ WE KNOW YOU'D WISH US ANOTHER GOOD MORNING
THE WAY YOU WERE THE WAY WE WERE WITH YOU WOULD ALL COME CRASHING DOWN ON HIGHWAY WW
ALL THE WAY TO HEAVEN YOU CLIMBED THAT TREE AND FOREVER WE SIT FOREVER MISSING MR. SMILEY...
Camping with Jordan / Cheryl &. Gerry Thoele (Friend)Read >>
Camping with Jordan / Cheryl &. Gerry Thoele (Friend)
We'll never forget the family vacation we all took together on Table Rock Lake when Jordan went fishing with Uncle Joe and Gerry and was clowning around with Joe and pretended to push him in the lake and fell in himself by accident and lost his glasses. He had to go all week without them and never complained once. He had a great time with our girls boating and swimming and going to the water park. This vacation was one of the best my family has ever had and Jordan was a great part of that. My entire family loved Jordan from the 1st time they met him, he truly was a special person and will never be forgotten. Were all truly blessed just to had the opportunity to spend time with him and really get to know his great personality.
Miss your smile / Mel Greenfield(Craft) (friend of family )
I would like to tell Donna that I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to understand why someone so precious was taken. What a hansome man he is. He was so sweet, cute & I must agree, he DID give the BEST hug, god luv him! Once again, I cant express how much I am soooo sorry.
Jordan, I wish I could see you just one more time. I always told Stacy, one day he is gonna be a so popular, a ladies man, &successful... & guess what in your 17yrs. , you did exactly that!!! You did all those things. I know ur mom is proud. I just wish you were still here, I wanted to meet your beautiful model wife!LOL How about u & I look at victoria secret mag together, we try to find her. Better yet, Lindsey may be a model one day. I still think about you often. I'm waiting for your vist. I would love to chat with you. It's late, u better get some sleep,I'll talk to u later. Love MelClose
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